i was going to end my blog. but people mentioned reading my blog so i decided if people were reading, then i will still write nonsense on this thing.
kickoff next weekend is at 12 o'clock. that should be illegal, and hold a stiff punishment for whoever made such a dumb decision.
last two weekends i have had people that are close to me call me out on my character, for lack of a better word. it hurts and and i guess i should try to change myself...but i have no idea how to be anyone other than me. both the good and bad. i'm not perfect..i'm just me. guess i'll still give it a shot at making a conscious effort to make myself better....even if that means sitting in the house and doing nothing cause that's really the only thing i can think of doing.
i talk. it's not some new thing i've just learned. probably talk too much some times and too loud. for some people i talk too slow. for some people they probably hear too much of what is going on in my head, and not enough silence. i do try to be aware a lot of times if i think someone is getting sick of hearing me, and even when i question that i still continue to talk. i'm not really clued in to what others might think of me. if i spent my life doing that, i'd be way too concerned with being the person others want me to be.
i just chose a movie on my tv on tnt on demand. is that free or will a charge show up on my cable bill? if it's free...then that is pretty cool. i'll let you know when the bill comes.
not really a good blog. my heart has been made heavy and reading all this psychological stuff for school has made me more in tune with my inner self. i don't like it one bit.
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